Lord! I forgot i had this platform and I was looking for where I could rant. I’m sorry, it seems like i only come here when i need vent space. I shall work on correcting that.
Anyway, with my twitter gone, my blog an inadequate place to put such private matters, this has become a temple of solace for my wandering soul/
Oh yeah, happy new year.
Can’t exactly say my year has been happy so far, it’s been what, 22 days and i’ve already had my heart splintered. See ehn, I’m tired. I’m really tired. Now it’s not like she cheated or that sorta shit, it’s actually me that broke my heart. I saw the ditch ahead and decided that I’m superman so i’ll fly over it when i get to it.
What I didn’t know was tnat the ditch was mobile and would creep up to me faster than i had anticipated, so yeah, I fell in and broke my heart.
A lot of times, we see deadends up ahead but we still go on desiring to be with that person because life without them is unthinkable; almost impossible. We choose to enjoy the pleasure of now, we live for the moment and throw a “fuck you” to the world but sonnn, when the world throws you its own “fuck you” e no get part 2. lol
Last year, i think i loved 3 times and basically I’ve lost ‘em all. This is the most painful because she was all so perfect but yeah, the woman I wished to make my Mrs has to go get a Masters.
Not so bad ey? Well, I hate LDRs and in this case, she ain’t coming back. At least not anytime soon. Fuck it all really, I’m sad as fuck,
I’ll be back to rant more.